not by wat u know and see... but by faith
as class 95 spread it's christmas cheers, i just feel so inspired to write
its 21 days to christmas... 27 days to a new yr!
so this yr came and went, soon its gonna be resolution making time again.
my 21st yr in this yr is/was a turbulant one
a travel to an unkown world in march... cycling the ALPS which tested my limits..and a crash in the same mth which changed my life altogether
without the crash... lots of things i strongly feel wouldn't have taken place
for one... it will be my application for ACC
a relook into my life
and of cos, acknowledging christ who has presented to me a beautiful new family-FCBC and lots of friends
yeah i changed a lot this yr, many of my old friends think i am a weirdo now
i took me quite a while to digest the fact that its time to clean myself of the dirt, to respect myself and most of all, to call it an end to those friendships
wats wrong with slizzy clubs, smoking and sleeping around?
u will not understand if u don't know christ
well for a period of time... i was into such things... good thing i was saved fast.
there was once i asked randy," why u choose to invite me?"
no words were said, justa shrug of shoulders
well i guess such things just can't be explained.... the path of the lord.
i like life the way it is now-slow, relaxed, isolated
sara says its not healthy to to be alone all the time, but i guess i lead the fast life too long, too much earlier than my peers, so i just wanna take the back seat now...no commitments, just develop myself and make myself happy. well that sounds self centred... but i feel its only thru helping yourself first b4 u can help others to grow.
i make it a pt now to think and listen to good stuff everyday, sharing these with ppl who cross my path
k thats all for now, gonna go nua again. haha relaxing day for me
